Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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"To protect you i must hold the sword, but while holding the sword i cant embrace you"
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 16, 2011 22:05:41 GMT
Dreamer stood there for a few minutes, struggling with his own inner temoil. He couldnt decide if he was sad or was angry. He didn't want whatever Raven and him had, or could have, to end. Despite his resistance, he did feel something.
On the other hand
Dreamer felt a sense of Anger he couldn't place in any one place. He was angry at himself for both his resistance and his involvement. He was also angry at her, she was breaking his heart. Something dark lurked inside, something that wanted out, that wanted to react.
He alsmost didn't care.
"So Give up, that's always the better option..." Dreamer said aggressivly. He wanted to continue,but then he turned around and began to walk away. He stopped for a minute, still struggling, he said, "...It's probably safer for you in the end.". It was a comment that held empathy, but lacked the voice to support it, despite the compassion of the speaker.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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"To protect you i must hold the sword, but while holding the sword i cant embrace you"
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 16, 2011 1:16:39 GMT
Deamer watched as she walked away, confused at the what happened in the last few moments. She assumed he didn't want her, when the opposite was true. He wanted her, just more way's than one. He was getting so flustered with want, that he didn't know how to handle himself.
"What did i do?", Dreamer asked himself.
He had to know. What did he do? He Had to Know!
Dreamer ran in the general direction that Raven had walked away. He couldnt find her at first, and he began calling her name."Raven!" he shouted, "Raven!". People he passed simply looked at him as an oddity, scurrying from him as he shouted like a mad man.
As the sun's light began to wane, Dreamer came across her. She was sitting at a bench, looking solemn and alone. "Raven!" he shouted, rushing to her side. "I Have to know!" he said inbetween breaths, "What makes you think i dont want you?".
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 14, 2011 2:59:27 GMT
"Wait..." Dreamer said, watching her as she put her hair up. When she moved a few paces away he raised his voice and said, "Wait!". He moved from his place and moved so he was infront of her, blocking her from leaving. "What did i do?" he asked, confused, "Why are you leaving?".
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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"To protect you i must hold the sword, but while holding the sword i cant embrace you"
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 14, 2011 2:10:16 GMT
Dreamer drew quiet for a minute,chastising himself for losing his control. "It's not always clear what is right, and what is wrong..." he said, "...Your intentions are noble, but bringing back the dead will always end in death". Dreamer stared for a minute, to determine if she understood, he was unsure. "I was not offended so much as...." Dreamer considered his words for a moment before saying, "We carry the burden of Power, us Mages, and it is up to us to determine how we use that power, how we carry that burden, and how we deal with it....Because people die, and sometimes, we cannot stop what is to be".
Thinking back, Dreamer spoke from experience.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 11, 2011 22:37:30 GMT
Dreamer's eyes seemed to blaze for a moment, and before he could control himself he said,"Don't Ever Try That!". Dreamer looked at his apprentice critically for a moment before he caught himself and coughed into his fist, apparently he needed a lesson on control. "Dark magics can summon spirits to occupy bodies, celesterial beings and creatures can be summoned by other fields, but to truly bring anyone back from the dead is impossible...".
Dreamer shook his head, ruffling his hair,"Even if it were possible, and its not, there is a price to everything...if you even try to bring someone back, you could die. Simple as that".
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 11, 2011 22:33:10 GMT
Raven was close, oh so close, "Dreamer? Is something wrong?". "Uhhh" Dreamer said, his thoughts lashing out at him, "Yea that was intelligent!". He took a breath of air before saying, "Yea, I, Uh, wow does it feel warm out her suddenly?". Dreamer pulled at the end of his shirt, trying to play the role, very badly. Dreamer was a young male, with a young female resting against him, with lack of any experience he was forced to feel flustered. Among other things.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 9, 2011 1:10:42 GMT
Dreamer had no words for her last comment, he was slowly feeling his suave personality leave him behind. A bead of sweat ran down his head as he realized how close Raven was to him, leaning her head against his shoulder. It was the closest they've been in a few day's. Dreamer just sat there, considering his options. A few times, he almost put his arm around her, but decided against it. He was panicking, what should he do?
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 20:09:20 GMT
"We can all be full of surprises" he said, "It would seem im not as easy to read as you presume?". Dreamer chuckled and sat himself back, feeling awfully well about himself. It was that, or lock up with a rose red face and other...effect. He much rather preferred his current situation, it was easier to manage.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 19:07:11 GMT
"Revenge..." Dreamer said, "I have no place to chastise you then...". Dreamer moved his hand to stroke her cheek as she spoke of a heart, more specifically, hers. "I hope you live to regret that decision..." He did not threaten her, only to say that he was not the best thing for her. In fact, he was not the best thing for anyone. He could not move her from her choice at the moment, nor did he want to. Dreamer moved in to press his lips to hers.
How uncharacteristically suave of him.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 18:45:35 GMT
"As long as i stay off that list..." Dreamer said, he turned so he could lean closer to her. "I can tell you what Merlin will say already..." he said,"He'd reassure you that Death should not be Your line of work". Dreamer reached out to brush a stray strand of her hair out of her face, smiling at her.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 18:33:31 GMT
"I can understand if you hate me."
"I don't hate you" Dreamer said, much more comfortable now that he was assured she wasn't there to kill him. That, and the blade was put away. "I'm just...paranoid" he said, "It's kept me alive so far..", he tried to sound a little humorous in his last statement.
Dreamer sat down beside her again and put his hand on her knee, saying," Why don't we just leave that topic of discussion for another day, ok?".
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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"To protect you i must hold the sword, but while holding the sword i cant embrace you"
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 17:29:22 GMT
Quicker than lightning, Dreamer removed his hand and shot from his seat. His initial plan was to begin running, he didn't want to hurt Raven. Something told him to stop though, and he only made it a few steps away before he stopped and turned. She was just sitting there, with the blade, not moving. She hadn't been trying to kill him, just explain things to him.
"Sorry" he said, still standing he moved a few steps closer to her. "I haven't had very good experiences with assassins...or people pulling a blade in general" he said.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 16:59:53 GMT
Instinct told him to leave it alone, but Dreamer's curiosity won the battle this time. Dreamer had been working with Merlin for the last few day's, plus he knew Merlin, he would have mentioned if someone was asking about him. As an added bonus, he was a liaison for both the nobles and Mage's alike. He was getting good at spotting a lie.
Dreamer sat beside her, still holding her hand.With anyone else, he would have played cat and mouse with the information. Like a game, he would have picked at the opponent until they cracked, spilling out the answers he wanted eventually. Such an act seemed to cruel for the moment. Instead, he turned to asking her, "Please don't lie to me".
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 16:41:26 GMT
Dreamer smirked, "Maybe, but it must be difficult.." he said,"I'm written in a dead language". He enjoyed the thought that someone was willing to feel so...close, to him. Then again, why else was he here? His own thoughts worked against him, "Because you want her too". Dreamer told himself to shut up, although not as quickly as he may have thought.
"How do you know my birth name?" he asked. He asked because he was both curious, he had never told her, and he needed to evade the silence he feared would come between them.
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Jasen "Dreamer" Masters
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"To protect you i must hold the sword, but while holding the sword i cant embrace you"
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Post by Jasen "Dreamer" Masters on May 8, 2011 16:27:26 GMT
"A gift isn't given in the hopes of a reward" he said, thinking back to the gifts she had already given him. The necklaces that held personal value to her, the ones still around his neck, were gifts she had given him a few days earlier. He had yet to take them off. Dreamer squeezed her hand gently in a reassuring manner, it was fine.
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